Saturday
Tea and water fast First Day
Weight
Thoughts
Woke up and got on the scale – it was on 208.8 lb
That’s crazy I can’t believe I let myself get here AGAIN !!
I hate this so I’m gonna get a grip seriously like once and for all – I need to get some MIND power some will power or something cos I hate this yo-yo
HOLY SPIRIT HELP ME – give me some self control it is a fruit I. Need that
Prayer
God you promised to lead me and teach me into all things Your word says I have everything I need inside me for life and Godliness – please help me ……please detox my body and break this ridiculous soul tie – I can’t save myself Lord you have to save me from my enemies and from myself !
In Jesus Name AMEN
Goals
- I’m gonna try water fast for at least 10 days to start and see
- Detox my body and jumpstart weight loss (15lb)
- And Detox from Nasty Ex – break soul tie
- Praying for healing inside & out
Excercise – I did 100 squats at 1am – couldn’t sleep – couldn’t shut my brain down – I was wide awake and desperately trying to sleep
Hunger – Not much drank my Tea – green tea – black tea – water
Weight : 208.8 lb 😱😱😳🙈
FEELINGS
I cried a lot today a Lot – and was generally very sad – tried to keep busy and focused but still cried a lot
Listened to worship music most of today
Prayed and cried and prayed more – I did feel comforted now and again at my safest moments felt like the ministering angels came to me but I still cried and prayed JESUS no other words …
I hope God will fix me cos if not I’m doomed
PICTURES & EMOJIS
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Barbs Gets Her Body Back 